Thursday, 28 August 2014

Straight from my Heart … with much Love!!!

The new day was just born. It was 12:35 am, the 12th of August 2014. I was awaken by the repeated beeping of my cell phone. In my half sleep state I could see many familiar numbers calling me; I rubbed my eyes to catch the clear view, yeah! My family member started ringing me one after another. I rejected everyone’s call for I already knew why and what they wanted to say. Slowly tears started oozing out of my eyes and for a while my heart stopped beating. I was left in a state with No-emotion. “Om Mani Padmae Hung” I whispered to myself. It was that moment when my uncle breathed his last. The midnight of 12th August 2014 I lost my dearest uncle.
A million words wouldn’t bring you back, I know because I have tried them…. Neither would a million tears, I know because I have cried them. This is the uncertainty of the so called life. A month ago we shared the same food from a pot and our talk over a cup of tea, these memories are killing me. I still don’t believe you are no more!
Those were the days, when I used to irritate and play prank around you. For I wasn’t the best niece you had but I did my best to be the one. You are that jovial man I came across in my life. I have many beautiful moments with you and each one is dear to my heart. Your last moments weren’t that colorful. I could feel the pain you had. We did our best to safe you. I hope you must be happy with what has happened. At this age, you left us and I feel contended since you have lived enough. Deep inside, the empty space you created in my heart, no one can replace. Each and every second of my life I will miss your absence for you are the most loved uncle I ever had. Your demise is a chapter of my life; it taught me to be stronger, braver and more responsible and for now all I could do is pray for your peaceful journey towards your next birth. Rest in peace!!!

Much love

Kuenza

Friday, 8 August 2014

Friendship Day Special

The first Sunday of August is considered as a Friendship Day and this year it was on 3rd August. Many beautiful quotes flowed on social websites like Facebook , Wechat and Twitter. I started receiving amazing text in my cell phone. The world celebrated the day with beautiful words for their friend and I didn't stay away anymore. I joined the people in wishing all my friends a Happy friendship Day. There is no better way to start my first post of August with this piece. I sincerely dedicate this piece to one of my friend.

Who says opposite gender can’t make a good friend. Actually that was my notion during my schooling days. A decade ago, back in Haa I first met my friend. Who would dare to talk with him; he was then the most serious guy we have ever seen.  We weren't really a friend during our schooling days. I was too scared of him and I always made myself to stay away from him. I hate encountering him on my way. We could hardly see him with a smiling face; it’s true he hardly wear a smile. I was nearly whacked when my group had a laugh over an incident. That moment was really a frightening one. I never thought he was meant to be a good friend.


Its  true that we can’t go with the external expression; he hardly wears a smile and people take it another way. Once you get to know him, I must say he is completely down to earth and he got the good friend material. The best part of this buddy is his straight forwardness; he never fear calling spade a spade. He is a person who never pretends to be somebody else. What we see in him is the real he. His harsh temper at time can be dangerous but deep inside he is pure.  He is a chatty and a caring friend. Today I know him well and we are good friends. I feel contended to have such a friend before whom I can openly share anything. Thank you my friend for letting me erase my that weird notion and for now I can’t ask for a better friend than you. To all my other friends; Thank you for always being with me .Long live our friendship. Happy Friendship Day!!!