Beginning and the ending.....
The
beginnings for most of the people have the same feeling, only few are fortunate
to feel so much ease at the very first sight. My beginning was the worst and
still the evoke of that day bring tears in my eye. It really hurts to ruminate
that day. It has been two years now, yet it gives me so much uneasiness and
pain to chew over that sad day. However, I am sure that jotting it on a paper
would give me some ease.
It
was 5:30 am; the cool breeze was blowing outside. I woke up and went out to the
balcony. A thought came ringing in my mind;”why did I do this, choosing a place
far in east…why?”… That question made me mad. I have no answer for this
question. I have come all the way from west. My decision to join RNR-RDC
Wengkhar was a brave choice. I gazed through the window; the whole environment
was completely new to me, everyone seemed stranger. I felt like a young calf
lost in a giant forest. Tears puffed up from my eyes and rolled down my cheeks
thinking of my home and family and of course my buddies back home. It was a
challenge and I was not yet ready to accept it. I was left in a most mystifying
situation.
It
was the BEGINNING of my new life yet I felt it was THE END. I could not control
my feelings. Yeah!! I really missed my home. Friends, family and others called
but I was not able to respond. People called me saying that I should not have
chosen this place. Though it was a special day, still I believe that it was a
horrible nightmare. The first day in Wengkhar made me realize my limitless affection
for my home and family. I really had a tough time adjusting myself to the new
chapter of my life. The reflection of that day gives me goose bump.
After
two years of a lonesome stay at Monger, I am happy with the choice of my place.
The place showered me so much love and care. Within two years of my stay the
beautiful Mongar leisurely captured my innocent heart and slowly I am falling
in love with the place. I have learnt the best part of my life here at Monger.
It had been a challenging year. Mongar made me to take responsibilities and
experience being alone. Now I have discarded all the fear of being left alone. Thanks
to you, Wengkhar…. My beginning had been the worst yet I want my ending here at
Monger to be always remembered. Mongar will be a one chapter in my life. I will
definitely miss this amazing Place located in the far east of our country.
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