Just the other day, my friend was reminding me that having a gallstone has become more like a fashion these days. You should be happy that you got it on the right time. Yeah! I am Happy that I realized it just on my birthday. I am not sick, I don’t feel any pain, I still have my good appetite. All I hated during the past week was the medicine that I took. As prescribed by the surgeon, I took pain killer ibuprofen after each meal for two consecutive days. The reaction after taking that medicine took me to hell. Never in my life had I been unhappy and gloomy. The cheerful world within me vanished after the third ibuprofen I took. For the past four days all I did was sleep, sleep and sleep.
The chatty me has finally turned dumb. I hated talking and found everything too boring. For a moment I thought boredom kidnapped me. I did my best to come out of that state yet every time I try to do something different, I started getting pissed off. Things weren't in my hand. I found myself shivering. I did talk with some of my close ones but don’t remember what I said. Yes! I was completely drained for the last four days. Even a thought of a good dinner killed my mood. The things which usually excite me seem to have turned my enemy for few days. Then I realized it wasn't the original me. A thought of taking 3 ibuprofen a day for two week was beyond my imagination. I just kept that medicine away from my sight. I never want to go back to that dark world.
After the fourth day, I found a little live within me. I found myself talking with my friends and watching TV. On the 6th day I woke up to a beautiful morning being myself. I woke up cheerfully with an excitement for the day ahead. It gave me immense happiness to be in my normal state. I picked up my cell phone and dialed home to say that I am fine as I have bothered them so much during those four dark days.
The past week had been the worst of all. I felt like driving through hell. If that is the world after taking drugs, No doubt, I would say a big No!!! I never want to live in that world even for a second.
…Happiness is finally being in your normal state J I just love the world and people around me . Wishing myself a speedy recovery :) :)